New Challenges

I'm the type of person that is nervous doing something unless it's something I have done at least once.  I also try not to worry about what people thing about me, however I still find myself worrying about other opinions of me..  I really dislike this trait and I am still working on overcoming it.  I want to be able to just try new things but I over analyze the situation.  I always assume that I'm not going to have a good time, luckily for me I have an awesome hubby that helps me through these situations and reassures me about it.  Without him I probably wouldn't do anything because I would analyze too much. 

I have made a decision for myself, and it's something I have to accomplish for myself.   I have decided to go through RCIA classes and because Catholic.  I really feel like this is a good thing for me and my family.  This is what I believe in and the way I want my son raised.  It will be hard work and a lot to learn but I'm proud of myself for doing it!!! Pray for my success!

10 years ago...

So my birthday is coming up on monday and it's really hard to believe that 10 years ago I was 18 years old.  I was a senior in high school.  I didn't really have any plans on where I thought I wanted my life to go... 

Which brings me to an interesting point.   As life finds me almost 28 years young lol... It may not be the life for everyone, and yeah there are things in my life that didn't really go the idealistic way, however I would not change anything.  My life has had many challenges, and there has been ups and downs.  I truely feel very fortunate to have had to overcome some of the challenges because I am truely a better person.  God has a plan for my family and I know that so I'm ready to take on the world.

Hello world...

It's been a very long time...

I'm not even going to try to back track and try to catch up because I wouldn't end up doing it.  So we are moving forward.  I've done a lot of self evaluating lately.  I have realized a lot about myself that really bothers me and I'm working on changing those things to make my life better. 

So anyways on another note  I got a promotion at work, well I'm not sure what you would call it exactly, I took my old job as store manager back.  It didn't work out the first go around for a lot of different reasons and I know it will work this time.  I'm very confident about it and am making a lot of really good changes for the store,  we also changed owners, and the new one is really excited about things and it's a good place to work again. 

All and all things are really going great for my little family at the moment,  Big boy is doing great and awesome guy is still busy with his job.  Oh and I get to go to class in Chicago for a whole week in May.  I'm really excited about it.

Meet Bella

We had decided way back in January that we were ready to get a puppy.  We knew we were going to have to wait until at least after may, because we were going to make a trip to Iowa to go to Awesome guy's cousin's wedding and visit family.  There would be no place for a dog to go for 4 days so we waited.  Well may came and went and we still hadn't decided what kind of dog or anything.  Well we went to Michelle's house for the 4th of July and she had puppies for sell and we were thinking about getting one of her puppies.  Well Awesome guy decided to keep looking because he really wanted a big lazy dog.  He really like Blood hounds or Coonhound dogs. He looked and there was a breeder in Missouri for Bloodhounds and a breeder in Oklahoma for Coonhound.  So Awesome guy being the way awesome guy is decided to research to two and found out which would be the best breed for our family.  According to the research they both have ear problems because of how large their ears, you have to make sure they stay clean and that bloodhounds have more problems with their skin because it is really loose and they get dirt in the rolls.  Well we choose a coonhound puppy.  We got ahold of the breed and made a deposit and we decided that we would go get her in tulsa on the 16th of August. We let Big Boy pick out from the photos which on he wanted.  He picked a girl,  whose original name was Amy.  Awesome guy decided he liked the name Bella and Big boy liked it too.. I of course loved it because I'm obsessed with Twilight.  So I didn't my to-cents in, but we stuck with Bella!!!:)  So finally on the 16th, we drove down to Tulsa to meet up with the breeder and pick up our new puppy. 

We stayed in Tulsa for an hour or so big boy and bella could stretch and get to know each other before our 2 and a half hour drive home. She did so good on the way home she literally slept the whole way home,  we took her to the vet when we got home and he said she was very healthy!!  We have had her for a couple of weeks now and she is pretty much house broke and is doing great.  We are loving every minute of having her. She is going to be huge though but that's okay!

Swimming

So I had posted before how Big boy was afraid of water (not like baths, but like swimming).  Well he took swimming lessons last year, but he failed it, and all the instructor wrote was will not get over his fear of water.  To be honest it was very frustrating how scared he was of the water.  Well we worked with him little by little, and by the end of the summer,  he would get in with no problems and even go underwater but he had to be able to touch the bottom with his hand.  This year we decided not to put him into swimming lesson this year because he was still not willing to do what they would want him to do.  We took him swimming several time where it was just for fun, no pressure.  Over time he would get more comfortable, and he would swim underwater, as long as he could touch the bottom with his hand.  The pool where we live starts out from nothing and gets bigger.  So he mostly stayed in the little, little water.  Well we made him go into the water to 3 feet deep.  We knew that we were going to be making a trip to mumus with the family so we wanted him to go to 3 deep so he knew what it would be like in mumu's pool and he could touch so I knew he would be good. We go to mumu's and at first he just hangs out by the ladder and wouldn't do anything else besides go underwater by the ladder.  Well Saturday when the other kids showed up and they were going to go swimming big boy freaked out because mumu had added more water to the pool which made it deeper.  So we wigged out for a little while, then he got in and played for a while and then finally he let me put the floaties on him and he actually trusted them.  THEN he started swimming with them on and we would jump into the pool and by the end of the day he was swimming to the deep end with his floaties on!!!! I'm so proud of him.. I think next year we will probably put him into the swimming lessons again.  He such be ready by then. 

My own new adventures...

I was going back to school to become a teacher for either 1st grade or kindergarten.  I went through 3 semester's of school.  The longer I did it, the less I wanted to pursue this career.  I have always loved photography, even when I was little.  I took a photography class in high school and LOVED IT!!  Well recently I decided to change my major so I enroll in the Art Institution of Pittsburgh to get a Bachelor's degree in Photography.  My sister let me come on a photo shoot with her and second shoot it. The only problem I'm struggling with is the posing but I know what I am doing so I know I can do it. So I have a couple people lined up to start photographing and I'm really excited about it.  My Goal is to open my own photography studio and be able to quit my job and have my own business. 

Big Boy's new adventures

So... Seeings how I haven't posted in a very long time, there is a lot that has happened.  But I want to get back on track.  Big boy has done so much lately.  I'm so proud of him he is really coming out of his shell lately. 

Well as most of you know Awesome guy and I are HUGE fans of hockey!! So we watch every game that the Pittsburgh Penguins play and so Big boy has gotten really interested in it too.  Well we had always taken Big boy ice skating every year and he used to hate it when he was little but he has grown to enjoy it so Big Boy decided that he wanted to play hockey.  So we looked into it and in order to play hockey you have to know to ice skate!! Obviously!! So in January he started ice skating lessons,  there are 5 stages he has to pass before he is able to start the hockey training.  So far he has passed all of them we are currently on the last session and if next Tuesday he passes the class then he will be able to go into hockey training and then start playing actual games!!!  So wish us good luck!!

Big boy at his very first practice

At practice a couple of weeks ago...

Next adventure: Football

  Big boy has tried soccer-loves it wants to play more.

T-ball- liked it but we are waiting on an actual program in our community, right now they were just offering intro into t-ball,  in which they got to play a whole 6 games.

Hockey- working on it and is loving every minute of it. 

So... Starting in 1st grade, which is what grade Big boy is going to be in (tear)  they let you join football.  Now honestly I really never thought this would be something my son would be in.  He is a little guy and is a little scared of current things.  Well Awesome guy wants him to try everything at least once so that he really knows what he likes.  So football it is.. Well he hasn't started game yet,  they are just practicing.  Well the first week of practice it was way too hot for them to practice in full gear.  Well they started hitting about a week ago and amazing enough he still likes it.  I'm hoping that he will still like it after another team is hitting him.  But I'm one proud momma, he is always willing to try new sports.. He is my little MVP!!