Okay so I'm a little chicken...

Tomorrow is the big day well I guess... I really don't want to get my stomach scoped, I mean I know that it needs to be done. Everyone keeps telling me that its not that big of a deal because they give you something to drink that kinda knocks you out, however I'm really scared or maybe nervous I'm really not looking forward to it. I'm also not looking forward to having to stop eating or drink after midnight especially seeings how my appointments not till 11am. Wish me luck.

FRUSTRATED!!

I really tired of being sick, for the past 2 month I have been getting sick almost every time I eat, and let me tell you I'm really annoyed with it. I have had blood work, at least 12 urine pregnancy tests, an abdorminal sonogram, a gullbladder scan and now on the 28th I have to get a scope sent down my throat into my stomach to see if they can find anything there. At the moment they dont have a clue! Isn't that fun!! Not so in the mean time I am left in on the back burner hopeing and praying everytime I eat I can hold it down.
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The next David Beckham

So it's offical I'm a soccer mom, and he has only had two games but he already loves it! He probably one of the shortest kids on his team. But it's super cute.. We are really proud of him and he is started to be better at the whole soccer thing. At first he did really well at practice and then at the first game i'm not sure if we was just cold, because trust me I was freezing, but he was a little afraid to get in there and do it. They also let him be goalie and poor little big boy thought that meant stay actually in the net itself instead of in front of it!! So I'm almost positive that my big boy will not be a goalie but you know what I'm okay with that! I think he is too fast to be a goalie, but that's my opinion.










He played better at his second game he wasn't afraid to go get the ball but it seemed that anytime someone got around him to get the ball off of him he stopped and pretty much said here you go you can have it. He is really enjoying playing the games although I'm not sure who gets more excited before his games me or him!!



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Big Boy's Big BooBoo

While at my sister's house on sunday night for my niece's birthday party, Big boy was receiving a piggyback from his cousin's cousin and she tripped and he flew over her head. My nephew came running in the house saying "he is covered in blood", I assumed that he had a scratch or something little, but no his whole face was covered in blood, at that point I couldn't even tell where he was bleeding from. Thank goodness for my sister because I wouldn't have known what to do, she took very good care of him. He was so upset he even asked at one point 'am I dying" which made me start crying, I pretty sure I made it worse, but it really upset me that I could stop the pain my dad made me leave the room because I couldn't calm down so big boy was feeding off of me. His cousins cousin felt so bad, and we tried to tell her it wasn't her fault.

Thank goodness someone had candy in their purse because that is the only way that my sister was able to get him all fixed up. He has a bunch of scratches by his left eye, scratched up his nose really bad, big scratch on his forehead, busted his lip and in between his eyes are swollen. But by the end of the party he was right back outside playing with all of the other kids.

This was later that night when we were back home, he was a little upset when he looked in the mirror, and had a hard time with bath that night.

This was the next day at my parents, he isn't really bothered by it anymore, he does scratch and rub it a little. His left eye is starting turn black and blue.

This was today a little more bruising around his eyes and he doesn't want it covered up anymore and he can talk about easier. He still has swelling, but nothing slows him down. He has truely shown that he is my Big Boy.

Sesame Street Live

Big boy and I were lucky enough to go to sesame street live last week!! Unfortunately Awesome guy was outta town on business. We went with a big group of friends will all loved it!!! It was an experience I'm really glad that he was able to go to!!

Happy Valentine's Day

I love Valentine's Day, it's a really cute holiday. Big Boy had a Valentine's party at school, and I was the chairmom for the party. I planned them an activity do to, made them some goodie bags and brought cookies for the kids to enjoy.

Big boy had a lot of fun filling out his transformer valentines for all of his classmates. He had to make sure he picked out the right the one for each of our friends. Some of the names were hard for him to write, but he stuck with it and filled them all out by himself.

Big boy also made me a very nice Valentine's gift in his class, it had a really cute poem that came with it.

So at the party I had them make candy necklaces, come on you all loved candy necklaces when you were little, well I did anyways... So they did pretty good making the necklace, they only dropped a couple of beads on the floor.

The results were pretty cute too...

They had cookies, juicys and then sang and danced. Then we helped them read their valentines to them. I really enjoyed throwing the party and I think the kids had a really good time. Big boy did anyways.

Mommy's So Proud!!!!!

My big, now big boy is growing up so fast, I'm a little sad but so proud at the same time. Okay there are two things that he has accomplished in the last week that are really special moments and little milestones.

Okay number one: His Minkie

My big boy has had a blanket from pretty much birth.

This is my big boy before he was crawling, and about when he first got interested in his "minkie". So over the years he has gotten more and more attached to the blanket. They were inseparable, he would go to bed with it, carry it around the house and chew on it.

Big boy sleeping standing up at grandma's with "minkie", he was 2 or 3 in this photo.

Big boy was very proud of his "minkie", He wanted to take it everywhere. As he got older it was not so cute anymore and the blanket started to become very torn and ratty. He would pull it apart and wrap it around his thumb as he sucked on his thumb. In this photo he was like 3 or 4.

Well awesome guy and I were debating on when to actually take it away from him. I felt bad because it was important to him, but awesome guy said that the longer we waited the harder it would be. I asked big boy when he was going to be ready to give me the blanket and he said umm maybe when I'm 16, I was like no that's too long, and so big boy decided that he should wait till he was 10 well I thought that was too long also. So I decided that when he entered kindergarten that the blanket would be mine. He agreed. Well Saturday before I went to work he informed me that he was ready to give me "minkie", well I told him to wait till I got off work and if he felt the same way then we would put it up. Well when I got home I asked him and he said he had changed his mind and wanted well I went ahead and convinced him that big boys don't carry blankets around and then he agreed so he gave him the blanket and we put it away with his baby clothes. It's been two days and he's only asked about it once. I'm so proud of him!!

This is what it looked like when he gave it up, it was almost two pieces.

Number 2: Shoes

For about the last month we have been trying to teach him how to tie his shoes, and he was been pretty stubborn about doing the whole "I can't" and "I keep trying" well this morning we told him to try to do it while I was getting ready and he did it!!!! He ended up tying both shoes!!

He was so proud of himself... Look at him smiling. I'm so Proud oh him